It's 15:30 blasting "Every Little Step" by Bobby Brown. What does the new kid know about that LOL? They probably just know of Being Bobby Brown. Anywho, this has no set topic. I'm just rambling on through the thoughts an ideas that lie scrambled through my brain. Here I am sitting in my basement, lights off, everyone sleeping, including my best friend who is probably dreaming about her something special :). Nonetheless, I cant seem to put a finger on what I want to discuss. Not to sound too melodramatic but that's how it comes out.
Ever imagine yourself being something being bigger than yourself? A persona that is better and more realistic than the person you are right now? I want that. I want to be more than just a basic, nonexistent person that no one would take a second glance at. My imagination always helps me seek who I want to become and who I'd take with me. Like I can be sitting in front of the TV, and I'll watch the BET Awards or the Grammy's. Like that's me up there presenting. That's me up there giving a knockout performance like it's 1990. That's me winning all the awards, hoping that I won best new artist over August Alsina, winning best female rap artist just SHUTTING DOWN Nicki Minaj and that bubble she calls an ass, and maybe just beating Beyoncé is asking for too much, but I can dream :D
Spike Lee can see me one day, because that's a man I see myself becoming, just in female form. Like he is so damn underrated it makes no sense. Like this world is so lucky my ideas can't be put on paper right now. They are not ready for this reality check I'm ready to sign and cash! YOU KNOW WHAT? Considering this politically correct world we live in today, I do think it would be needed, but not allowed. #SOCIETYSUCKS
............................... I'm done for now.
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